hye....
today I supposed to undergo a surgery to clear off things in my lung but sadly due to unstable financial condition I have to postpone the procedure...this thing has bothered me for quite sometime but am taking steps to settle the prob....though i have to work day and night to stabilize back my financial situation i don't really care coz for me i need to be better for the sake of my family, friends, students and my love....everyr this coz for me theres nothing too much for me to handle anymore nothing will be ok after all the things happened to me before...it gave me strength and courage to fight for my life...thx to all who always look down on me. what all of u did, all ur words, all ur action has changed me to even stronger person than ever....really appreciate it...and alhamdulillah Allah always test me with all kind of tests coz He know am much more stronger person than anyone normal human being could see....really grateful to everything and everyone that HELPED me to be like what I am now....
maybe for some it is a small issue but for me deleting a friend that u know personally from ur friend list in any social network is the biggest humiliation to sumone u called friend. esp after all the betrayal, lies and hurts u did to that person which he/she have right to do the same to you but he/she never did that to you. again I just writing it down juz to share human attitude nowadays....no matter what u did to me...i will never give up on u...coz I never give up on things that I want so much....so it is not the end yet but a new start of a new game......
the reason that person did that is because what I posted in my social network wall....it is juz a few word of wisdom, life quotes and inspiring words that i love to read and would like to share with all my friends....i wonder if sumone who are much younger, less educated than u urself can take it as inspiring and life changing...why cant u be the same? i know u'll say not everybody have the same wavelength but in order to achieve perfection in life, always take the good part of others and incorporate it into u urself....that is how we learn about life.....and how we build our life... maybe to that person am juz plain normal guy with nothing to offer and to appreciate. thx for that kind judgement....coz i know I am special in my own way....am always special.......and u will never ever change that....
let me quote a token of appreciation sent by friends becoz of my wall postings....
- tauu sbb tu sy ckp klu kump semua post awk leh wat buku. somehow it really inspired methx Epal Ijau....:)
these few weeks i had great moments..enjoyed my life to almost the max even though am not as healthy as before. things happen for a reason and i take what ever happens to me as another step for me to be better person.
life will be really hectic after this...office jobs, tutoring, time for me family, time for my students, time for my friends, and time for myself....alhamdulillah.....what ever YOU did has make me better, know my limits in making friends, and the most important of all....know how to make friends....
that all i think for now....will update again later....going to take lunch, settling my medical bill prob, and later in the afternoon will have 3 hours of tutoring....
salam sayang dari aku utk semua teman2.....
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