hectic life

hye guys....

life is very very busy nowadays rushed here and there, from home to office to tutoring and home again...leave home early in the morning and arrive home again late at nite...but I do enjoy my life...don't have much time to think bout other thing than to finish my day fast and get enuff rest to start new day tomorrow...

though am damn bz now but I do have time to think bout people around me and my LOVE...can they accept me not having much time for them...hope they understand my situation...

and this life has lead me to be better than ever...relationship only based on trust and love not other things ie sexual intercourse or whatever...this will lead to better relationship for as both accept each other for who we are and not temp satisfaction again ie sexual intercourse...alhamdulillah coz He showed my the path to be good servant to Him...

no matter how bz I am but in my mind MY LOVE is always there....how shes doing....what is she doing now...hos is her study..and many2 thnigs about her...she may not knw how important she is in my life but let it be my secret. never tell her all this and she may assume i dun care bout her. i know hw she look at me..a total loser with nothing to offer accept love but am pushing myself hard to change my life...she desnt know how hard for me to do all this with my present situation till when i went for my normal follow up with my medical consultant a.k.a my BFF (hehehehehe) he scolded me coz i push myself too hard now...but i have to do what i have to do....to prove to her that am seriously in love with her....i will never giv up to win her heart though it'll take my whole life...

this weekend i suppose to go to Bagan Serai for roadshow but it was cancelled last minute...based on how my boss work...i cant be comfy yet as she might ask us go there last minute....it is a good chance for me to achieve my sales target for nex month....and later nex month will be in Kuching for almost 2 weeks...sigh...i really need to rest now but i cant...too many things to catch up till i achieve all my target before year end...

but even am stuck with my current job schedule i still continue tutoring coz my students are really really important to me...their success in my priority even they might not remember me aft this...it is my obligation to giv them the best so that they will be the best students in their school....tired? not a prob coz i really love them...i did tell some of them i might drop a few subjects but they want me to teach them no matter what...one of them told me she never got a teacher like me....alhamdulillah again He gave a natural talent to be a teacher and guide to my students...they not only refer their study prob to me but also their personal prob...alhamdulillah again i always have time to be by their side when ever they need me....

thts all for now...am too tired today.....will see u again nex time....

nite...

* to my LOVE...i will never giv up to win ur heart no matter what it takes......:)